| [GRADUATED.]
Today actually.
I signed up for two classes
And in september Imma go
To School to be a
[Corrections Officer]
Many have told me
"this will be good for you
Kelsey, you'll have a new
Boyfriend
every month."
Even I must laugh at that.
I've been in a great mood lately
And it's not gone change
I feel FREE
I feel the BIRTH of a new Me.
It's all so very beautiful
[Down...is a great fuckin band man...]
Good things will come
"History, despite its wrenching pain, cannot be unlived,
but if faced with courage, need not be lived again."
~Maya Angelou
<soIjustsmoke
Kelsey Lin
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| [AM I...?]
Like my sister?
Still like a junkie?
Still somewhere on the streetz?
I saw the DEVIL. And he made me feel...
The way I haven't felt in so long
Scared to death of you.
And I realized that I'm plain an simple a
[Fuck Up.]
I pray god can help me outta this
'When I'm floatin off course then the Lord is my Anchor'
I gotta be better than this.
I gotta do bigger things than this.
I have to become more...gain power.
I must...Pray.
Lost myself to a fucked up lifestyle
Lost my soul it seems
Lost feelings
Lost myself.
It's time to stand up and say fuck that shit
I gotta get rollin'
The images of myself are comin back
And I'm a total dick to everyone
Including myself
So where do I start?
I think I figured it out.
I need to cleanse my soul...
Just be clean again.
<revolutionismyname
Kelsey Lin
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| [BEAUTIFUL.]
So the past couple of weeks have been...
CRAZY.
I found out I had a serious issue
and I had to let my sexxxy know
Which was a hard thing to discuss
But he's still there
I find him absolutely amazing...
Cuz even when I think he'll leave me
Or should leave me
He doesn't...and I know he really fuckin cares
We had the house all to ourselves for about
Ten Hours
Which was really nice beings we won't have
A lot of alone time cuz Frankie is comin home
He'll have an 8 o'clock curfew for like a year
Or some bullshit
But really the more time I spend wit him
The more I fall in Love wit him
I do feel again...some things I don't
But I do feel like I'm in Love again
Not that bullshit Love which is known as
"INFATUATION"
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| BUSY BUSY
Like a fuckin bee
Started to work
and get somethin done
Successfully
Almost done school
But after it's all over...
What will be left of me?
Love is good...Love is great
But lately when I get stoned
I instantly hate my whole existence
Like...is it jus cuz I don't wanna be alone?
And you...you fuckin demon...
Your still in the back of my mind
Inside of my fears
And finally...I know I can shed tears
How far did you really push me?
How far did I really go?
Whats inside myself...I don't even know
Cuz I let it go unnoticed for so long
That now I see...I was in the wrong
Someday you will go away
Someday I'll feel again
But today is not that day
To finally feel that way ...
I fuckin hate you so bad
The thought of you drives me mad...
I don't want to think anymore...
<fuckinshit
Kelsey Lin
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| LAST SHOT.
For summer that is.
Goin down the shore wit my family
All the way till Tuesday.
But thats alright, cuz...
I get to drink all the
my body can handle
So ode to my vacation.
New Jersey court system is giving me
A headache
And it's really pissing me off...
Holy fines out the ass for him...
NOT me.
But, until I return
<dielikefuckNJ
Kelsey Lin
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